So I was away on a business trip. New job kicked in; been so long since the last debacle.
I wasn’t the same since they fired me last year; was tired, no motivation, tried to tell you, you told me I wasn’t trying hard enough.
Got back from the trip, you said you wanted to break up. I collapsed. Doctor diagnosed severe depression and anxiety; been happening for at least 10 months; put on strong meds. you feel guilty cos you ignored the signs.
You say you’re going to take care of me. But then I discovered that you fucked another guy while I was away. You said it happened because things were going bad and you didn’t realize that I was ill and this guy says he loves you.
Christ! you met him on the Internet for fucks sake!!
Meds threw me on a bender. Cut myself, called the Samaritans, felt a bit better.
I love you and need you. You say that you haven’t seen the guy since, but I know you’re talking to him; he says you should leave me now that I’m a psycho.
I dont know what to do. I have no one else in my life that cares apart from you.