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Why?

I was fine before I met you, happy and content to be on my own, not looking for anything. You chased and chased and eventually I gave in…I let you in…and I loved it…and then just as quick you were gone. Now you want to “be friends”, and I do too but I just don’t know how to do it. I can’t stop thinking about you, where you are, what you’re doing, if you’re happy, and I wish we’d had a proper chance at it. I don’t know how to move on this time. I’ve never felt feelings this strong and this quickly about anybody ever before. What do I do?

Who knew?

After all that time, I’ve finally worked out that I just needed to let go. If only I could have worked this out six months ago. The relief that came with this realisation was really overwhelming.

Today I’m not only happy but totally stress free. Now that the hard work is done, It feels about time to start enjoying life to the full again.

I keep getting this urge to go out and try out all of the things that I’ve been missing out on. I crave new experiences. I have a new urge to learn.